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Thursday, November 05, 2009

What a stressful time.

My stress-o-meter is like off the meter. HAHA okay that was gay.

Junior year. Enough said. I am ready to shave my head and resort to the monk life style and forget about this darn world.

Besides school, the thing that's been bothering me most are people. To narrow it down, I guess one particular person is just poking my side, waiting to see me pop or something.

I'd rather have someone just be a straight up bitch to me.

Those who are worse than bitches, are those deceitful, hidden bitches.

Putting a smile here and there, sucking in love from every corner. person. thing.

Pretending to console you, saying the right words and allowing you to be completely vulnerable...then manipulating that into his/her master scheme. Omg this sounds like freaking super hero movie.

Anyways, this is the type of person that's been driving me absolutely crazy. The worse part is, as much as I hate this person, I love him/her.

So either I'm being a good person and making significant the good within this person, or I'm being a complete idiot for constantly being manipulated and made miserable.

I don't know. WHO KNOWS.

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Saturday, October 31, 2009

	You are my freedom Jesus, you're the reason
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Monday, October 26, 2009

Current mood:    -frustrated and confused as hell
                           -various feelings being flung from
                            every angle and velocity possible
                       -about to get my kitchen knife and
                            kill something...alive
                           -burn the world

yes, i went there.

at least xanga eases my tension a whee bit.
online venting has an odd sensation of satisfaction.
even with its limitations, just getting the basic jist of
my misery out there lightens my load

Lately, I'm REALLY bipolar. Not that I want to be,
cause quite frankly I can't help it
I get the feeling that I'm affecting people negatively
who encounter my negative aura...
I need to restore joy in my life. I need something to look forward to.
Someone to brighten up my day
Damn, the only thing i look forward to is sleeping.
That's kinda ironic in its own way...
living to sleep.
Nice

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Sunday, October 25, 2009

	I wanna go far away from everyone Far away with just me and my camera and some caching (: I think I'm growing to become a bitter, old hag. HAHA. everything accumulating inside is making me dislike everyone and everything. I wish I had amnesia and forgot everything. WHY CAN'T WE BE HAPPY. Honestly, teenagers these days are way too depressed. The government should do something about this epidemic
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Sunday, October 18, 2009

Here I am again, procrastinating!
I have to write an essay tomorrow and it's one out of 4 topics he gave us,
but I don't know information to write any of them. Sigh...I don't know what's going on.
ANYWAYS, screw that.
But yesterday I somehow ended up at the Brooklyn Bridge with Michelle when we
were trying to go to 14th street. I was actually really happy and what not cause in the
train going to the city I was thinking how I always wanted to go to the Brooklyn Bridge
and how romantic it would be to go at night HAHA.
So anyways, we unfortunately weren't able to go at night, but the daytime was pretty enough
...and Michelle was romantic enough LOL<3

I'm talking to nobody right now since nobody reads this anyways. This is fun. Whee.
Hm I guess I'll share my To-Do List I made one boring Sunday morning like months ago.
It's actually a really boring list, but reasonable enough to do all by next year :D
Order is insignificant

1. Go to NYC Public Library. HAHA. I'm no nerd. I wanna see the pretty architecture and what not
2. Go to MOMA. OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE I HAVEN'T GONE HERE YET D:
3. Eat at Serendipity 3. I can never find this freaking place
4. Go to Hudson River Park. I like parks
5. NYC's Macy's tippy top floor. I wanna see those old wooden elevators and ancient architecture they have.
    OMG AND IT'S PROBABLY HAUNTED TOO. It'd be an adventure
6. ROAD TRIP. Maybe over the summer (:
7. Central Park Ravine. Search for the waterfall and the Egyptian obelisk and Alice in Wonderland statues.
    They're like sorta hidden apparently. I wanna find them!
8. Grand Central's Whispering Dome. So apparently, at Grand Central's Dome, if two people stand on
opposite ends facing the wall and they talk, they can hear each other clearly cause the sound travels through
    the tiles. Omg I wanna have a full-out conversation with a friend like that LOL
9. Visit the piece of the Berlin Wall on E. 53rd Street outside some office building.
10. Eat at Ninja...yum
11. Visit Brooklyn Bridge at night!
12. FIND THE UNDERGROUND MOLE PPL SOMETIME IN MY LIFETIME HAHA (:

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